Listening to the aircond

I am stressed out. I may not be able to go for the family day on the first day. I'm not sure if I can... but high probability I will not. I don't know. Work is hectic like hell.

Did something out of the ordinary today. Bought a packet Dunhill 10's. Smoked 2. Gave 1 stick to a colleague. The taste is still bad. I plan to finish the box. But from what I've heard it takes 10 years to clear my lungs. Not that I mind since I'm a passive smoker anyway. At least I don't inhale.

I don't know why I did it, but I did. There's a lot on my mind lately, work and some other stuff, and I needed to release the stress. They said that smoking can do that with nicotene, but I didn't feel any different. In fact I'm sleepier now -_-;;;

I did promise someone it will be my first and last pack though.

Dinner was Nasi Kandar and Iced Barley. I eat too much already @_@