Listening to Sephia - Sheila on 7

Tried sleeping things off, but things remained pretty much the same. Can't stop thinking about some stuff.

The more I write the more I feel down.

I think the feeling that I'm having right now is messed up, but I can't really think straight. The only I have for me right now is work. Even that's not...

I think I know what I'm feeling.

Jealousy and Envy. And feeling guilty about them.

Never thought I could feel that way, but I am. And it hurts.

Status: Still fucking depressed
Lunch was nasi campur and sarsi cordial